22/1/08
erm. today got cca 'war'. yahh. cause i just now like came down from chinese supplementry go music room then saw mr tong like talking to ms tan. is about dont know what er... interview thing for this saturday the meet parents session. then i come in that time, this mr tong like say that want me to do the interview thing. but i dont want. then i take out my violin. phedra came. yahh. she say i late. i was indeed late. aiyer. dont care luh. then after that, this ms tan call me chelsea and phedra to go out. she want talk to us. so we go out of music room. then she like keep asking us who want to do the interview thing. so i refuse and said little. so after that phedra talk alot. so ms tan say phedra very appropriate(sorry. dont know how to spell) cause she talk and talk non-stop. then phedra keep saying dont want dont want. then keep saying i must do the interview and i should do the interview. just because i highest rank in cca. no big deal. she is assistant what. about the same rank as me mah. not only that, i is learn less years than her. but then in the end, phedra was like forced to do the interview lorh. after that, we go back in the room. so phedra say want to use voting to see who do the interview. so mr tong say who want phedra to like do the interview put down your hand. so like almost everyone the hand like never raise up lorh. so phedra fated to do the interview. hehe. then dont know why arh. this phedra so like started crying. yahh. first she like shouted something. like 'raise up luh'. then she like scream 'i dont want to interview'. so cry cry cry. then this mr tong ah. rub salt into the wound sia. he say that so small thing already cry untill like taht. then next time got even worse thing happen isnt it worse??! but yahh. i agree with him luh. true mah. dont tell me if SYF never get GWH, then cry even worse meh? so i like sit in front there, like abit emo.. cause like phedra is sort of like indorectly pushing the blame to me. as in like i not doing the interview, so she gana forced by teacher to do interview. so she like keep using those type of eyes to stare at me. then ok. is not that i so jealous want to say this one ah. see ah. sharne like see me not in good mood, she still like dont care me. still ask me go comfort this phedra. never like come to comfort me luh. so i just sit there and like sort of 'dream',





then after that, i went to the back of the room. dont want to block mr tong's view. after awhile, peiyi came from supplementry lessons. she saw us like that then caringly ask like what happened luh. not like someone. so tell her to go into the music store room tell her everything lorh. while telling her halfway, i heard like mr tong shouting something like asking everyone to sit down. so i was like in the room telling peiyi about what happened and finding chair. but inside store like got no more chair le. cause the choir in oppsite room also got take and use. so i come out that time, mr tong like shouted at me 'and my concert master!!! come here and sit down'. so i like unwillingly went there to sit. cause phedra over there. then this mr tong talk to the pianist ask them to play the songs. after awhile, he ask someone to ask phedra if she is done crying. so he said 'ask her if she is done, if she is done,ask her to wipe her face and come here to sit. or else, ask her to get out' so sharne go ask her to faster get up. phedra got up.. but ran out of the room. sharne went after her. then like teacher testing the pianist that time, suddenly say toilet break. so everyone went out to the toilet. some went to toilet to see phedra. some went to play. but since i not good mood, i stay in the room. after that, mr tong like ask me to later lead all violin 1 and test them 1 by 1. so i like of course say ok lorh.





so i like got up, stand at the wall behind, waiting for all the violin 1 to come. after awhile, sharne came to me. she like ask me am i ok. i drip a tear. then like i didnt answer her. then i just ask her take her violin. then after awhile, she also drip a tear.after that, i went to peiyi. started crying. yahh. but like only for awhile luh. then i like ok stop myself from crying but cant stop. so peiyi like comfort me. and i like finally stopped. after that, i took my violin and went out with the violin 1. went to outside the pastoral care room. but there got people. so went to the back, near the library and media resource room. after awhile, i like started teaching 1 by 1. started with 1st song. played with estee. 1 by 1 getting worse. so phedra, lead her own group of 2. sharne and charlyn. cuase sharne like angry with me luh. then after testing all the 'available' members, went to tell mr tong about their results. then mr tong like ask me to ask all to come in. yahh. so actually, in the end, agnes did interview with chelsea and nicole played the violin for the interview. yahh. so during cca, very quiet. no one laughed or talked. cause me and phedra like not happy lorh. aiya. dont care luh. went home, complained to my mom about this. felt better(:



23/1/08

ok. today in school, got scolded by miss wan. yahh. during the english lessons. erm. ms wan was like teaching the similies. like the as elegant as a swan all this luh. so i started writing down all the similies she said luh. after that, ms wan say do group work. about the similies. supposed to draw a monster and describe it. ok. so my group, samantha,geraldine&tracy want to draw dinosaur. then geraldine is the drawing person, i also helping her. then samantha and tracy supposed to do the similies together. but then they never think of any and didnt do any. so we were like laughing away cause this geraldine like so funny luh. then ms wan walking to every group seeing our work. then she come to our table, ask us for our paper. then we show her. she immediately got furious. she screamed at us. cause our drawing got not even a single similies on it. so like she scold scold and scold. she scold our group, show our work on the visualiser to the whole class and ask us to stay back during recess that day to do. after lesson, ms wan like walk out of the class with our paper. so how we expected to do like that. so during recess, we like just go for our recess.

24/1/08
HAPPY BIRHTDAY TO MY DADDY!!!
yahh. cause today my daddy birthday. haha. didnt give him any presents. only at home, send him an sms wish him happy birthday.. then he like ask why so late then wish him happy birthday:P then tell him busy lorh... but anyway, he still thanked me(:

25/1/08
today, well can i say nothing really happend much. beatrice supposed to come my house do project de. but cant. so cant amanda. so nevermind lorh. yahh. in class after remedial, did abit of class deco for chinese new year. then this geraldine keep singing 'i feel like digging my ass.. dig untill no more ass' and many more variation luh. then vanessa is sang nila utama. then this jia yan is the sir raffles. weird. went home at 4++ like that.. yahh.